Cause you can see it when i look at you

Monday, October 31, 2005

HELLO!
cihui's surprise bbq was a smashing success! wahaha. shall blog about it. haha.
we all met in the afternoon on sat to get all the food for the bbq. falala. then we went to giant and OBVIOUSLY sheng siong to get the CHEAP food lah. [guess who's idea.] haha. we were supposed to meet at one at bedok interchange. but as usual. people were late. TSK. tanxiumin only woke up at 12 something. nat dunnoe why late. yeeching was as usual early. yixiu too. and i was on time! haha. fine. i noe ur not interested in that. haha. so we were a bit behind time. but made it anw. so. the plan was tofu,charm and shila trick cihui out.. go for a show and then go beach using the "lets-go-watch-sunset" excuse to go to the beach. east coast park. then tofu went "yeah rightt. when the sun sets in the west. " dots can. haha. sounds correct but at the same time stupid lah. haha. no hard feelings. haha. so we went ard to get all the food. then peiqin was having a hard time cause she was cramping. *pats* haha. so we went to giant. then bought the stuff then was going down the escalator and guess what? we saw mao going UP the other escalator. all of us we cracking up lah. super funny can. and of course people were staring and giving us the why-are-u-laughing-at-someone-going-up-the-escalator look. haha. that was funny. then we went to sheng siong next. bought all the stuff. then we had to WALK all the way from sheng siong to bai's house to get the rice. it was so hot lah. with all the food and all. when we reached there we were all flushed. collapsed sia. haha. we took a break and refilled our bottles. we left about four fifteen corx we were meeting xx at fourfifteen and we knew she was gonna be late. haha. so we went down to the busstop. called xx who was in a cab [because she was late.] haha. then we told her to alight at the busstop we were at gave her the busstop number and all. so we waited and waited. then guess what? we saw her yellow cab go past the bustop lah. we all panicked and called her. and practically screamed into the phone. haha. laughlaughlaugh. it was a riot. haha. so her taxi U-turned and she alighted and me, nat, yeeching and peiqin went in. by the time we reached there it was alr 4plus. and therese and vyl were alr there. we obviously needed help with the food and timely,therese's dad was there so he gave us a hand. THANKS! and i was saying that her brother was really quite and her dad went sth like "like father like son. what to do, what to do?" haha. he sure has a good sense of humour.. HAHA. at the same time when we were busy and all, we were obviously in contact with tofu and the rest. she was complaining that they were bored and all. haha. but we were abit too busy to bother. haha. we started preparing le. then we briefed everyone on the plan. which was.. tofu they all would bring cihui towards us and vyl they all would bring the cake to her and spring the surprise. so falala. boy was she surprised! haha. but she was saying dunnoe what cheat her feelings. haha. then she called me and started "jasmine... where are you. i want to see you now.. alot of people cheat my feelings. im like crying now." then i said "im at home[vyl told me to say that] having piano. very busy." she went "i come ur house now k." and i panicked. so i hung up. and she went to call my home lah. that smart ass. so she called me again and started scolding me i hung up again. haha. and she went to call peiqin lah. haha. but peiqin managed to fool her. haha. what does this mean? she trusts peiqin more then me! fine lah. haha. oh yes. before that me, peiqin and yixiu had to WALK all the way to the end to get the ice. and it was like 18 kg lah. haha. we had such a hard time carrying the ice can. haha. then peiqin went to put it on her shoulder and RAN lah. so poorthing. by then she was quite soaked. then we survived to the jumbo restaurant then and i asked to borrow the trolley thingie. and life was much easier. haha. then i kinda screwed my knee. nevermind. haha. we were saying. oh man. cihui owes us bigtime sia. haha. so we managed to trick her to the pit. and we made peiqin hide behind the tree lah. haha. super cartoon. haha. then she came saw us hugged and all. haha. super drama. then i pulled her to the tree where she saw peiqin. haha. super funny. then we started the fire. ate and all. then me and peiqin went to return the trolley. then sat at the breakwater there to relax abit. soaked our feet in the water. it was super relaxing. i really needed that after all that happened lah. haha. then we finally decided to go back. and we were greeted with people holding cups of ice lah. then peiqin ran away and left me alone. i ran. they chased then i kenaed can. sheesh. stupid peiqin. haha. then after that cihui went to make a sandcastle [which failed abit] haha. to thank us. it was so sweet nevertheless. ((: then after viewing it we took out our water bombs! haha. and started throwing it at her. the peiqin out of pity gave her one so that she can splash at anyone she want lah. she opened it added all the oily shit in it and started splashing ppl can. then me nat and peiqin ran away. ahah. and only went back when everything ended. haha. it was damn fun lah. haha. after that we all went to the toilet to clean up. haha. luckily peiqin brought clothes for cihui. haha. then we all went home ard 10.30 liddat. it was so successful lah! damn happy can. haha. for once the clever cihui was surprised! like YAY! haha. anyway happy early bday lah huh. haha.

it was you who made the tears fall down.

this feeling's taking control;

Thursday, October 27, 2005

hey! i've been posting songsongsongs these few days corx dunnoe what to type. falala. anw. heres another one.. (:
I wanted to be like you I
wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away

I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes I'd take you away
If you want to I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares

I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares

All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know
I'll be there
Oh, yeah
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone.

deep down i noe i love you.

this feeling's taking control;

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

freak. freak. freak. i've been working so god damn hard. and i get this shit. really really really dissapointed in myself. screw life man. haih. i really studied. i really did. haih. oh nvm..

How You Remind MeLyrics - Silver Side Up :.
Never made it as a wise manI couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'Tired of livin' like a blind manI'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling This is how you remind meThis is how you remind me of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry, I was waiting on a different storyThis time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breakingI've been wrong, I've been down, been to the bottom of every bottleThese five words in my head scream "are we havin' fun yet?"
It's not like you didn't know thatI said I love you and I swear I still doAnd it must have been so badCause livin' with me must have damn near killed you
This is how you remind me of what I really amThis is how you remind me of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry, I was waiting on a different storyThis time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breakingI've been wrong, I've been down, been to the bottom of every bottleThese five words in my head scream "are we havin' fun yet?"
Never made it as a wise manI couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'
This is how you remind meThis is how you remind me of what I really amIt's not like you to say sorry, I was waiting on a different story

this feeling's taking control;

Friday, October 14, 2005

hey! guess what! christmas is coming!! 'tis the season to be jolly....... (:

anw. im not jasmine but yeah. the words are what you're reading, not the person. haha.

this goes out to you.

i don't want to go another day

so i'm telling you exactly what is on my mind

seems like everybody is breaking up

throwing their love away

i know i got a good thing right here

that's why i say

nobody's going to love me better

nobody's going to take me higher

you know how to appreciate me

my baby

nobody ever made me feel this way

i don't want to go another

so i'm telling you exactly what is on my mind

see the way we ride

in our privated lives

ain't nobody getting in between

i want you to know that you're the only one for me

and i say

nobody's going to love me better
nobody's going to take me higher
you know how to appreciate me
my baby
nobody ever made me feel this way

and now

ain't nothing else I can need

and now i'm singing 'cause you're so,

so into me i got you

we'll be making love endlessly

i'm with you

baby, you're with me

nobody's going to love me better

nobody's going to take me higher

you know how to appreciate me

my baby

nobody ever made me feel this way

love ya!

ME.

p.s. have fun at escape tmr aye! (:

because you loved me

this feeling's taking control;

HELLO. i have just finished running the 100m dash. i wonder what the outcome would be. or is that defeat i taste?

anyway. i went out on wednesday and thrusday! it was a blast! haha. i shall blog about it here.

WENESDAY
had MEP [dont ask how it went] then met charlene and went for dental. falala. put on my retainer. electric green! haha. it hurt lah. couldnt even talk properly at first. charlene couldnt understand what i was saying lah. haha. but it feels better now. went to lido and decided to catch into the blue. i saw loads of people. saw olivia. jialing. jingying. shilbe. kaiyi. shufang. amanda. belicia. shermaine. michelle. what a small world. HAHA. the movie was quite nice lah. more action then anything else. suken ships, decomposing corpse, cocaine, treasures, sharks. you get the idea. wah. before that something really funny happened. corx my and charlene when to eat lunch before the show. then went to arder from some stall with two aunties tending the stall. then we ordered already. then at the counter the lady was like asking us if we wanted to get anything else like drinks or what not lah. then she looked at charlene and said " girlgirl, ni yao bu yao he shui ah?" then charlene shook her head. then she asked me "boyboy, ni ne? " haha. and i was like "wha.......?" haha.then charlene was cracking up at the side lah. idiot can. haha. before that she was also asking me dunnoe what. then i thot corx i was standing quite far away then she saw wrongly but i went in front of her and she still call me boyboy lah! wah lau. damm funny can. like so innocently call me boy without any suspicion that i couldactually be a girl lah. haha. but whatever lah. not the first time also. haha. falala. then after that took the train down to tanah merah and my dad picked me from there. he actually drove past the mrt station lah. then i saw his car past and i was like " aye. how come so familiar one?" haha. then realised it was him. haha. stupid lah. haha. but enjoyed myself that day. (:

THURSDAY
actually was supposed to go escape with ruth and all one. then last minute realised that escpae doesent open in the morning on weekdays then screwed the plan. cancelled. then ruth they all went over to jinli's place to play badminton or sth i think. i went out with nat and therese. haha. actually wanted cihui come too. but she woke up too late. the left only me and nat. went out after all. the at tampines nat bumped into therese. she was going down to orchard to meet her mum for lunch at the paragon. then we talked a while. then asked her why not join us for the movie. so like after lunch go catch a movie together. and she agreed. so we ended up having lunch with her mum at sushi tei. her mum was so nice. gave us a treat. (: but we reciprocated by blanja-ing therese's cost for the neoprints. haha. we took two sets lah. so funny can. and oh yes. when we were leaving paragon that time. got people there filming show lah. haha. super funny. i actually dint noe one. then i saw this person who turned out to be some tcs actress. she was walking round the corner then she suddenly started running i was like thinking "she siao ah" haha. then realised that she was acting. haha. anyway we may be on teevee! haha. and i saw people too. i saw janice. xiaotian. violet. yiwen and her frens and olivia[sec1] and frens. haha. that was after the lunch. then we take take take until realised it was already like 2.20 when our show was at 2.45 at lido. so we rushed from HMV to lido. haha. but of corx we werent running corx therese and nat werent wearing shoes. speaking of that. wah lao.. they two wear until so girlgirl lah. skirt and all. haha. and i was wearing broadshorts and a shirt. so clashing lah. haha. then that aowcihui lah. woke up too late to come. haha. told me to treat them as body guards. haha. super funny. anyway. then we watched goal. quite nice. about soccer all that lah. yeah. hah. santiago. haha. then after the show actually wanted to meet xiaoxuan and fren one but in the end didnt corx all wanted to go home. then daddy picked me up. haha. i feel spoilt. hehh.

that was all my two days worth. haha. fruitful aye. haha. and oh yes. i love this song.

staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
its the end of the world in my mind
then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
i've been looking for the answer
somewhere
i couldnt see that it was right there
but now i know that i didnt know.
because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
because you live, girl
my world has twice as many stars in the sky
its alright i survived im alive again
cos of you made it thru every storm
what is life whats the use if you're killing time
im so glad i found an angel
someone who was there when my hopes fell
i wanna fly looking in your eyes.
because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
because you live, girl
my world has twice as many stars in the sky
because you live, i live
because you live theres a reason why
i carry on when i lose the fight
i want to give you what you've given me always
because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
because you live, girl
my world has twice as many stars in the sky
because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
because you live, girl
my world has everything i need to survive
because you live, i live.

i like that song. haha. so meaningful. hehh. alrights that was a super long post lah. gtg now. *hugs*
would you object if i called you mine? (x

this feeling's taking control;

Thursday, October 06, 2005

3 down 4 to go! (: wahaha. tmr is maths man. all the best to me. bahh.

baby i love you and i'll never let you go.
but if i had to boy i think that you should know.
all the love we made will never be erased.
and i promise you that you will never be replaced.
iloveyou, yes i do.
i'll be with you as long as you want me to.
until the end of time.

this feeling's taking control;